Amazing! Just the way I am!
August 6, 2011 § Leave a comment
“When I see my face, there is not a thing that I would change, because I’m amazing just the way I am. And when I smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while because I am amazing, just the way I am!” ~Bruno Mars (with my spin).
This weight loss journey is just as much for my spiritual health as it is for my physical help. Some days, I look in the mirror and say horrible things to myself. “You’re too fat,” “you’re too dark,” your breast are too large,” and a host of other “you’re too this or that.” On those bad days, I tell myself these flaws are the reason I am single. Then there are other days, good days. Days when I love my dark skin because I rarely have a blemish. Days that I enjoy the way my hips fill out a pair of jeans. Days that I love that my cleavage puts every other woman in the room in envy. Those are really good days!
I’ve decided the good days should outweigh the bad days. I have taken to writing little inspirations on my bathroom mirror. Every morning, I make me tell myself “I love my . . . because . . .” I don’t allow myself to leave the bathroom until I come up with something. Standing in the mirror left to my own criticism and praise can be very challenging, but it is catapulting me to the land of self acceptance. And what can be better than learning to love yourself.
BTW, I am down 8 pounds since the beginning of July. Jennifer Hudson, watch out!